Monday, April 26, 2010

The Gap in Albany: Can you hear the Sirens singing?

Sirens of the Southern Ocean

I wrote the following poem about the gap in Albany.

When I was a child of five in between chasing my father's golf buggy wheels down Parade Street and watching the whalers moor their Norwegian guns and depart for their rendezvous with the Sperm whales at the drop off to the continental shelf, in between these times I was periodically taken to the gap. I shun that place today for I believe it contains an uneasy spirit, a temper and aggrieved brooding.

I remember in the late 60s, the sight of teenagers with their legs dangling over the edge. They sat as if tempting what ever it was that lived and waited for them, if ever one of them was to slip and fall. The deep blue of the ocean, cobalt blue, angry grey, and roar of swells came surging for the shoreline.

And I read the blog of the one who is a fisher-she, a fisherman of that sea and coastline and she who drifts upon this cobalt blue with ease leaves me pondering. I know where my respect or fear originates. As that same five year old I remember some fifteen children including myself in a cabin cruiser negotiating the shore break at a Lion's day picnic at Frenchman's bay, or some bay similar. The boat had strangely veered from its course and flipped, and I with eyes wide open under water grasped at brightly coloured bathing costumes that resembled seaweed and somehow, in those seconds that seemed minutes, I made it out from under that boat and the wash of confused sand and bubbles.

I remember as I cleared the confusion and crying mass of children, I remember my saviour and rescue party, my lone father running-struggling through the beach break in his Sunday suit (as we had just left the mass at St Josephs). That morning the two girls I had sat between on that boat left with busted foreheads. And I left with a deep and continuing respect for that southern ocean. I know too that the submarine shapes that gorged themselves on whale blubber from the whales that lay tethered to 44 gallon drums at the Whaling Station also had an effect on me. And in recent years some cousins from Nannup were lost to the southern ocean.

And now, every traveler I meet, I tell them, more like plead with them to be careful, full of care and to have respect for that southern ocean, that brooding ancient sea, that deepest blue who demands respect. Is it her eyes we look into but cannot see? Is it her songs in her breaking of waves and movement of tides that we cannot hear?

The Sirens of the Southern Ocean

Can you smell the salt air?

This scent of singing sirens whose mournful melody lingers, whose fingers rise from the cold worn rocks below – deep is their undertow – that reach to find you and would draw you near.

Can you taste the salt air?

This fingering fragmented froth that lingers seeks to touch you; reaches out to connect you with the sea and its mournful melody that holds to its memory of men and women lost who never understood the cost - of wandering too close to the sirens songs - to their tidal surge and singing and all their anguish bringing.

Too close so many have wandered till swept from view in a silent mournful moment, swept away.

Oh rock fishermen I pray for the lost, for those who seek the siren’s froth; through night time into day; in their passing away we miss them; will always miss them; would warn them please take care when they hear the sirens and feel the salt air that rises from the cold worn reef and rocks below.

Tis the siren's singing, for deep is their undertow. They want to draw you near.

13 Comments:

At April 30, 2010 at 9:46 PM , Blogger Wadjella Yorga said...

In Greek mythology it was predicted that the sirens would die when a ship passed them unharmed.

Odysseus succeeded in escaping them...he did not linger on his journey...he escaped the call of death that sought to deceive him into giving up on his journey... ...giving in to the death of his soul...the sirens promise of unceasing honour and glory, of greater wisdom is a powerful one - yet it is a lie...there is no greater glory, nor greater wisdom than to take up our courage and sing the song of our soul...to defeat the sirens song and hear them no more on our journey back to the totality of ourselves

there is safe passage now...ngoorden :)

 
At May 1, 2010 at 8:29 PM , Blogger McCabeandco said...

Kaya djooken, yarn noonook? I agree with your comment! There is nothing more important than to follow your true path and sing the song of your soul. By risking all, we can learn to live, but for others, there is the risk also of passing away. But then there are others who haven't even heard the siren's song, or entered the zone where sirens are known to sing. But that Gap, and her southern coastline, it has a certain quality, don't you think? It has a certain scent and something that watches... wadern-ngaat djinanginy... and when the wild winds send their mountains of water to the shoreline, or in the case of much of the southern coast, its ribbon swells exploding onto its worn granite massive from its darkened unseen depths, one is given to all matter of feelings. And our friend Sarah the fisher woman in Albany, in her small boat navigates such waters, (or waters linked to those beyond the calm of the bays she fishes) and one wonders, what understandings of the sirens or selkies does she bring to her writings and the song of her soul? Old Noongar knew songs of the soul and had a word for the mermaid. The Greek mythology you write about brings all of us, invites all of us to consider the song of the sirens in our own lives. Having the courage to seek our song of the soul, and then to sing it takes true courage! Wadjalla yok, thank you for reminding me! Boorduwan ngientj noonda (noonook)kaadidjiny!

 
At May 9, 2010 at 4:49 AM , Blogger McCabeandco said...

Fisherman swept off rocks dies
RONAN O'CONNELL, The West Australian
May 9, 2010, 10:07 am

A 40-year-old Morley man died after he was swept off rocks while fishing near Albany yesterday morning.

The man was fishing at Salmon Holes about 7am. A police spokesman said it appeared that the man lost his footing after he was hit by a wave and was swept out to sea.

His body had been recovered a short time after. Albany police are investigating the circumstances of his death.

 
At May 9, 2010 at 7:46 AM , Blogger Wadjella Yorga said...

nyorn...yes, a very real prospect for the uninitiated.

Have only had fleeting contact with the gap...have found it a confronting place that challenged my sense of control - something in the power and depth that made me conscious of my smallness, my helplessness should I be cast into her...the annihilation of self a very real prospect...

I concur with your view that there is something about the southern shore...that uninterrupted expanse of water that gathers her might across thousands of miles & I know what you mean about the (sea – something therein) that watches - and the myriad feelings that lick at our hearts and creep into our bodies with uncanny stealth.

It helps to have grown up with her and to have learnt her ways...and yes indeed, our friends Sarah and Michelle have that Selkie connection – that capacity to traverse between worlds and bring back her jewels.

 
At May 9, 2010 at 8:27 PM , Blogger McCabeandco said...

Well I tend to treat the south coast with great respect recognising the presence that lives there and believing it waits for human sacrifice. The tragedy is, that so many others who risk their lives there, cannot see it. It seems calm... one moment, and then a wave out of 'nowhere' will come... but it comes from somewhere - out of the blue - but it comes, and often... especially when ones - humans mostly, know not to expect it...

 
At May 10, 2010 at 6:08 AM , Blogger Wadjella Yorga said...

I too deeply respect that presence but somehow it feels like I made friends with that something a long time ago...as a very small child or before time perhaps - but I tend to be naive :)

 
At May 10, 2010 at 7:48 AM , Blogger McCabeandco said...

Where that 40-year-old Morley man died a young boy went in to retrieve his fishing rod. He never came out. The lower part was very slippery and the current too strong. I guess my respect is tied to those that pay the ultimate price, but then too I remember the 'jewels' of fish that are caught in those waters. In the bay I first saw bright yellow eyed herring... and silver bodied skip jack! I sometimes caught leather jackets... and when we ventured close enough to the Cheynes 1, 2, or 3 whalers... you could smell their brush with the whales they caught and their scent of the deep. In a way, our friends the fishing folk in the south, friends of pelican, catch fish connected to that deep. If ever I was a fisherman in that depth of blue, I would stick to the beach somewhere near the calm, where currents are less eager to carry you away. There are places. There are places that back on to woodlands with fresh water streams and places to rest. And imagine such a fishing trip where you could rest and not risk being swept into the depths of an unforgiving sea.

 
At May 11, 2010 at 3:53 AM , Blogger Wadjella Yorga said...

One of my favourite places in the south is the Lowlands...remember childhood adventures when it was four wheel drive access and the peppy trees were there to welcome us. Magic place, fresh water streams, awesome granite and limestone rocks...a place of healing I suspect...yet still unpredictable...

I was fortunate to have had excellent teachers in my father and my uncle who'd take me fishing when I was still in nappies...have clear memories of Bornholm and the long climb back to the top - Dad would somehow manage to launch me up the track whilst carrying hessian bags full of salmon plus gear - and I would slide back down giggling...only for him to launch me back up a bit further for the game to continue - such a patient man - I was/am truly blessed.

Have vivid recollections of chasing the seagulls (chick chicks) up the beach while Unc would be chasing me, freaking out that one of those unpredictable waves would swoop in to swallow me up - dad though trusted that I would be alright and I remember the feeling that this instilled - a feeling of oneness with nature, of knowing my place in her - that I was safe and secure and that I could trust in my inner knowing and capabilities to deal with the ever present danger. He would most likely be deemed reckless these days... putting his 18month old at risk like that - but God I LOVED him for his trust!

 
At May 12, 2010 at 8:10 AM , Blogger McCabeandco said...

Thanks for that story, especially with your words about being able to trust the sea... I know from my days as a surfer, a lot was left to trust - but then, too, there was fear...

I don't know how my own parents were able to let us be adventurous? Maybe my reactions, in part, owe their responses to all the television that has us conditioned, programmed into thinking of the multitude of threats that exist just behind our door...

Bad things can, and do happen... But then in the same breath good things equally can and do and will happen...

But getting back to the ocean... being a rock fisherman would appear to me to be risk laden and especially rock fisher folk fishing from rock ledges in the blue depths from the coast... What kind of attitude might keep us out of harms way, or at least lessen the possibility that harm might come knocking?

That family of five lost in southern NSW recently represents an example of this... Surely the risks were too substantial... Where was their common sense?

It would appear to me that the human condition gets something from pushing the boundaries. Perhaps it learns from mistakes... or at least through making mistakes, and the mistake however sad, might have the ability to inform and teach those who need to learn from this lesson. But with the environmental mess we humans find ourselves in, don't hold your breath for any learning lesson to take place any time soon!

 
At May 13, 2010 at 6:29 PM , Blogger sarah toa said...

For the record, I have never made it past Bald Head in a boat, without getting scared witless and turning back. The water out there suddenly changes colour to a deep, deep blue and mad currents throw you around. It's one of the most tumultuous spots I've been in other than the Bass Strait - and the same spot where they want to dump the dredging spoils, interestingly.
I've heard those sirens. I wrote a story about it and will try to find it.
Thanks for your story and also your comments WY. Great.

 
At May 14, 2010 at 5:34 AM , Blogger Wadjella Yorga said...

Sarah I'm with you - Bald Head is insane - the one place on the ocean where I've been absolutely terrified!
-adventures with dad in the Pilot 18 - I normally felt completely safe with him in our trusty boat...but not in that place!

...the blue :{

Spoils being the operative word!!

Tim there are so many things I do not understand - especially why we as a race we are hell bent on destroying ourselves/the planet - but I reckon it's got to do with the belief in seperation - we've forgotten who we really are...

...and in that light I really look forward to reading the sirens tale ST...perhaps I will remember some more :)

 
At May 14, 2010 at 7:10 PM , Blogger McCabeandco said...

I am happy in the knowledge that others have seen the deep blue and know to what I am referring.

ST the fisher she (fisher-sidhe) thanks for your comments, and you too wadjella yok.

I can't help but think that my reflections of Albany contain their strongest insights from the perspective of a child, where things like the colour of the ocean perhaps have registered as a significant memory.

As a child I think our survival instincts are becoming fine tuned. As a child at the Gap I saw the deep blue below me, and the blue through the natural bridge. My instincts were fine tuning then, conceivably with a lively imagination, seeing monsters and threats without knowing where they resided, but nonetheless, sensing the significance of the danger that lay beyond our mother's and father's reach.

Is this why so many youth/adults who fish from the coast have perished? Is it because all their child instincts have been abandoned, and their adult confidence in turn blinds them to the possibility of the monsters and the fine tuning they received as a child?

 
At May 16, 2010 at 4:37 AM , Blogger Save Our Sound said...

Could be Tim ... but also a certain recklessness of the child must be held to account. I have one child who is aware of of a death and despite her wildness she is a cautious soul. But not many children have that experience and knowledge of the preciousness of life. They think they will live forever, or at least a lifetime.

And even as adults, don't we feel close to the earth and to our own existance, when we taste that closeness to the terrible mother? (Sarah)

 

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